Well I guess I have readers. 91 today so since your all listening.....
A long conversation with a friend, a good one (thank you Sammy) I have had for 10+ years, I received some important advice. Some sanity in my life is priority. So I am going take it.
"Sever all ties or it will never end"
I will never be forgiven for the things I did (and didn't) do, the blood is in the water and it isn't safe to drink. So I'm going to get a new bottle of water. A fresh unopened bottle. (WOW that actually is what I need, my head hurts) And what happened to hating me. I think it's smarter to do that anyway. Feelings leftover are damaging to everyone and unproductive for my future, which by the way will make fucking history..
I have a fresh start, but already it's feeling like my last fresh start. This may piss some people off, hurt some people and they may feel betrayed and angry. But I have to focus on me.
There seems to be a constant flow of misinformation from "friends" so it's time to evaluate who they are. I'm leaving anyway so pretend that I'm gone. Talk as much as you like, good/bad, shit sing songs of distaster or morbid relationships but I will not be involved.
For peace, and sanity, (mine - most importantly and selfishly) allow this to happen smoothly...
So without further stalling the enevitable.... Goodbye, Good Luck and may God be with you...
Do headaches really last this long, damn it's painful.
So I am back. I had a great night with absolute drama free people. Saw Boston up at the Ashley, he's jumping on the blog. So props on the drinks.
I guess I better figure out some important shit to say, but my headache isn't letting me access my brain...
New MySpace Ad Slogan :
"MySpace - Ruining lives since 1988"
Clink link to see picture of last night
http://i163.photobucket.com/albums/t293/jmfc/Collage.jpg
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