Step in Your Way

Actively pursueing our own demise.
At least in the back of the mind in my eyes
Inviting the end of our slim view of success
Pushing it further away into your mess
I want to live as a hypocrite like the rest of you
Judging those surrounding me, what could they do?
Who are you to point your finger at me
Did I say you could.
STOP!!!
I want this so let me push myself off the edge
Let me see the end I crave
It's nice to see I'm at the point to admit
The resounding damage I've put into it
I have slaved to find a way to hide
My tears, my pain, my rage, my life
Lets all gang up to execute
My plan to die
The count down
Begins now
I'll show you
Just how
To be proud